Back to reality..

Sometimes, I tend to hate holiday. Or i should say, hate going home. Coz it just seems like a fantasy. Stressless, Joy, Madness, Worry-free.. a heaven in a fantasy world. Of coz, that's not the reason i hate it. The feeling of coming back to reality is just so.... sad. 

I went home since Friday and came back to UTP on Monday night. Throughout these 4 days, the only thing i'd been doing was playing online game. Sigh.. online game is soooo addictive. Thought i would be 'old' enough to resist the temptationa and prevent the addiction.

Original Plan:

1. Study for SAP test
2. Study STR and do its assignment

Actual Implementation:

1. Play
2. PLay
3. PlAy
4. PLAY 

What had i achieved in this weekend + holiday? Nothing! Eh.. actually got something. lol. My character leveled from lvl 30 to lvl 39 now.. (Quite happy with it actually, ^^)

Sigh, now i had came back to UTP. It's time to go back to the daily routine. Studying, facebooking, blogging, reading ppl's blog, going to class, do assignment.. oh.. so sien.. I really start to hate 'going home' coz i couldnt control myself. Zzzz

By the way, nex monday is another holiday.. Wondering how much my character can level up.. (Haiz.., no cure le this person) 

Let's puasa today~~

Tuesday is the best weekday of all. The reason is because the first class for today (Tuesday) is 11am. Throughout my all 6 semesters in UTP, this is the first time i managed to get a 11am first class of the day. Based on past history, 70% of my classes started at 8am, 25% started at 9am and 5% started at 10am. But this sem, 11am! that's just soooooo happy! (i cant figure out which word is better).

Ok, let's get back to the topic. (My first paragraph is always a crap, sorry ya, my usual style) SO, I've decided to fast today. I guess you all should know that the uni i'm currently in now has a majority of muslims. Since national day is near, and it promotes the term "satu Malaysia". As a patriotic citizen, I've decided to join the majority to fast today. (today only). This is a good attitude that should be learned by all our nation citizens. This is how we achieve peace!  (kononnya) I hope you all can learn this patriotic spirit from me. lol

Okay, time to reveal the truth. Why am I fasting today? the main reason is lazy to find food. (TOLD ya i'm lazy) The second reason is I want to try fasting.. I've been wanting to try it since 2 years ago. And proudly, i could tell you all, i failed to fast everytime. Sigh... since u all are my loyal blog readers, i feel guilty to lie to you all. Okay, honestly tell u all, my second reason is a crap also.. :P

Puasa doesnt mean u dun eat anything at all throughout the day. You still eat something for breakfast right? So did I. Muslims woke up at 5 something am and ate their breakfast before 6am. The only difference between me and them was I ate my breakfast at 10.25 am. :P Well, I must admit I'm a person who respects and symphatizes others. I 'secretly' ate my breakfast in my room, locking the door, just to make sure i wouldnt tempt other muslims to break their fast. I think, it's hard to find such a generous person nowadays. I guess i should feel proud of it. (today eat wrong medicine, keep praising myself) Oh ya, there's one more difference between my way of fasting and theirs.. I still drink water but the dont. HAHA.

 

drinking milk.. (secretly) :P

u are probably thinking this in ur mind now: "cheh~, that's not fasting at all!" And i must comment something on ur this thinking! U are RIGHT! i'm not fasting at all! lol..

**i shall edit the title to "skipping lunch", haha.. but i wont. :P

 

Losing my phone..

Oh. finally it was my turn..

I used to see ppl losing their phones and symphatise them for their loss. The same thing happened today, it's just tat this time i'm the main character.

Honestly, i didnt really know the exact reason i lost the phone. It was due to my carelessness for sure. And i'm certain that someone has taken it. Well, i guess put a little curse to tat person is not much a big sin. "I wish the person who took it intentionally and didnt return to me had his phones and laptops got stolen and house got visited by burglar, mali~mali~hom!"

Anyway, let's get back to the story. I'm not sure whether i had left it on the table, or the phone slipped off from my pocket.   Oh, by the way, i lost it in cyber cafe. lol. It was only approximately 8 mins after i left the c.cafe and before i realized my phone is not with me. I tried to search for it, and asked ppl about it, but i couldnt find it. Sigh.. pity that phone, though the phone 'has not really developed relationship' with me. (it's not my phone, spare phone instead)

Losing the phone actually doesnt really matter, to me. However, losing the phone becoz of me does matter. Made me feel guilty. Luckily my family didnt seem to have 'huge' reaction over it. Or they didnt show it. It makes me less guilty. Ah yea, i know why this happen. Have u heard of 'karma'? If u did good deeds u will be repaid by good things; did bad things will be repaid by bad stuffs. This was what happened to me. WHO ASKED ME TO SKIP CLASS?? lol. i dun think this will happen if i didnt skip the class. Such an Expensive lesson. Sigh...

Anyway, i'm fine. I'm not very sad. U could say i'm not sad also. Good day everyone, and dun skip class la~ 

Sudden rush home..

Another short post today, probably another meaningless one..

Like the title says, i went home suddenly today despite i still having 2 hours class tomoro. The real reason of going home, i'm not so sure. See my siblings? meet my old fren? Perhaps..

Another advantage of studying in UTP, u can go home whenever u want.. lol.,Like today.

I predicted my mom will scold me for playing truant. However, unexpectedly, my mom didnt scold me or anything, and my dad too. Probably i told them the reason i skip tomoro's class is bcoz of my bro coming back tonight. :P which is partly true.. hehe

I've some 烦恼 these days.. gotta use this weekend to 思考. hopefully i could solve the problem.. wish me luck.. and happy weekend! Puasa coming... lol. all the best to Utpians, hope u all wont starve to death. :P 

mixed feelings..

I feel happy..

I feel anxious..

I feel excited...

What's going to happen next?

Mayb nothing.. I dunno..

sigh..